"It is astonishing, numbing to find that inside you there is a stranger. One that has your arms, your legs, your eyes. A sleepless, restless stranger, who keeps walking, keeps eating, keeps living."
cold turkey 突然停止(坏习惯) lifer 职业军人;无期徒刑犯 epic 叙事诗;壮举 ⚠️drawer 抽屉;制图人;起草者 be-all and end-all 重中之重 con 骗局;囚犯;反对者 got irons in the fire 指忙得不可开交 wild card 未知因素